Well, it has happened. I have finally found someone I am willing to take a gamble on. I am putting all my money on red and going 100% in. I am selling my house and moving to Seattle to live with Dan.
My head is currently spinning, and my emotions are on overload to the point of shutting down. I'm happy, scared, excited, nervous all at once.
There will be more to follow, but for now I've processed all I can for one day.